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Conversations with the Higher Self (2)


‘I was thinking about the fact that I will never be able to forgive my twin. I perceive this clear, profound and precise voice, inside of me.


Until you will be ready to forgive your twin, you will not be able to forgive yourself!


“What do you mean? I don’t understand anything! Elaborate, please!”


What I mean is that you also need forgiveness, and until you are not ready to forgive another human being, you did not understand anything, and you will never be able to forgive yourself, you will never be able to find healing!

“How can I forgive others? How can I forgive myself? It is hard!”


You must understand that if they have hurt you, it doesn’t mean that they do not love you! They just functioned at the capacity that they have had at that moment! By judging them, you cut them from being; you allow them <<not to grow>>, and what you must comprehend is that the Source Itself wants you to receive love at the level that the Source is loved, so that you’ll be ready to understand the Source. You also need to transform your humanity, you need to grow. If you judge somebody, you cut them from being, and you doom them; you allow them not to grow;  you kill them;  you kill their becoming and most important, you do not remain in love. You separate yourself from The Source. You have to give up all judgment, and you have to spread love.


“I start to understand but many people commit so many errors, and if you do not apply judgment, they will believe that whatever they do, it is a good act; they will confound evil and good!”


Evil and good do not exist. There are only some moral precepts specific to certain levels of development.


“Then, how should I know what to do if there is no absolute moral behaviour?”

Growth has nothing to do with a certain moral conduct. Moral conduct imitates love. People need it, because they don’t love. If they would love, they would not need a set of rules to guide them. The more you abide in form, the less you experience and manifest love!


“That sounds sinful! Like an encouragement to sin. To break all rules. God would not say that! If You are God, you gave us the rules, now You come to us and tell us that rules are not good. How is that?”


If I gave the rules, then I have all the right to change them, but if man gave them, they are no good anyhow!


“What’s your idea? What do you want to bring new into this world?”


I want to shake once more the world and its foundations. To awaken everybody to their true identity. To make them experience the truth!


“What is The Truth?”


That they are never separated from The Source.


“If they are never separated from The Source, then why is there so much pain in the world? What kind of Source are you?”


The Source is never pain in the way people think. God is not responsible for everything that you experience, because you are a co-creator of your own reality! You must assume responsibility!


“Then you are not The Absolute!”


The Source is not a tyrant; you have to wake up! To give up all these stories of an angry god that punishes everybody! These ideas were created by man and, they come from fear and self-judgment! God doesn’t judge anybody! Everybody chooses their own path and everything happens for spiritual development! You must comprehend that by judging your twin, (we have begun from this point!), you are asleep; you are not awake!


“If I know You, then I am awake!”


Awakening is not a moment in time; it is not a revelation, but a state of being! You are awakened when you are in alignment with The Ultimate Truth, that is, being One with The Source! You are growing in awakening, if that makes sense to your mind!


“I am trying to understand!”


Try not to judge! Anybody! Each person has a unique path! You must follow your own; you must grow at your pace rate; you must find happiness now!”

“You’ve killed me with this now. I have nothing now! How can I be happy now?”


Happiness is not having. It is maintaining your clear mind. It is the peace of mind. Your peace of mind creates your external happiness, not the other way around!


“You’ve lost me here! What should I do now?”


Learn to maintain the peace of mind! Stop aggressing yourself with words and actions! Ask yourself where the place that you are not in alignment with yourself is! Stop judging! Meditate! Create joy! Be peaceful!”


“Be free! Be limitless!

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“I am enough! I am enough! I deserve to be loved! This is the truth, and seeing it has helped me already. Am I going to be able to heal? Yes! How? If in my own consciousness, in my own energetic field, I have encoded with my own hands: ‘You are not enough!’ I must strive to self-heal, although I have no idea how to do it! The way I feel is iconic for our era!

We all believe that we are the by-product of someone else’s bad choices! We all believe that we are the victims of our environment and circumstances! We all believe that we cannot change our lives for good! We are all able to do it, and I, being on the road towards self-healing, add to the healing of the entire humanity!What you do, today, for yourself, will mark humanity forever!”

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Day 73: The fear and the trap of the mind

Motto: “Do not dwell in the past; do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.” (The Buddha)

‘I have got to the conclusion that there is a direct connection between the mind and our greatest fears. The mind is the bleak house of all fears, of all traumas. The mind is like a camera that films a scene and then recreates it over and over again, and garners its essence in different scenarios. If you do not master your mind, it will ruin your life, because it will teach you all lies. It will tell you that you are not sufficient; that you are ugly; that nobody can love you; that you are unworthy; that you cannot change! It will say every possible untruth, because it is a mirror that reflects your traumas! The mind has to be trained to mirror something else. You have to break through the veil of the apparent mind, and to get to a place of peace and love that is unshakable! There, you will find your true identity, your true self, which is not a “self”, but pure-consciousness. Then, you can heal yourself, and after healing, you will be able to live your life the way you want, in a powerful and meaningful way! Nobody can set you free, only you can. They are all guides; they are all doctors of the soul, in the sense that they will try to bind your wounds and make your path much easier, but the truth is that only you can heal yourself, both consciously and unconsciously!’

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Forgiving is to Be Aware

We all suffered an injustice. Either if it was an exterior circumstance, like getting fired or betrayed by a friend or lover, or an inner wound, such as unrequited love, we all felt the burn of a soul-cut. We all blamed others. We all experienced the feelings of rage and bitterness. We all regretted the occurrence, the fact that we opened-up to those people, and we all wanted to go back in time to change our ‘stupid’ decisions.

But, just ponder, for a moment: did you gain something from that incident? Did you become stronger, wiser, more loving towards your own being? If yes, then, let regrets go! You have chosen, at a soul-level, to go through that, even if you cannot comprehend it with your human mind, because you needed to change. Even if they meant your harm, in 3D, they have, in fact, propelled you towards your true essence: that of a victor!

Forgiving is to be aware that your happiness happens through growth, and growth happens through people and difficult situations. There is no need to be upset – for too long… It would be just as a tragicomic scene, in which a kid is crying because he fell while learning to cycle. It might have been painful, but the fun came after that. It is the same, at a spiritual level. Forgive and forget! Keep only the lesson; let the rest go!

The secret of existence is not the absence of pain, but the transformation of everything. Metamorphosing the venom in medicine will make you what you were meant to be: a Master. Did you let go, or are you still holding unto the past?

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‘If your twin broke you, consider that an opportunity to love more deeply; to forgive them, and to embrace them for who they are, not for who you want them to be; to give them the freedom to choose their own path, and for you to manifest your real nature, godliness or unconditional love. If your human twin-flame story ended badly, do not believe that you are a failure! You could never be a failure! There is a reason for what is happening to you or for everything that has ever happened to you! It is hard to see what that purpose is when you are trapped in your humanity, but if you connect with the inner you, then you will find out! The true guru is inside of you! You are divine!

“And if we are divine, why do we commit so many atrocities?” you may ask. “Why do we have wars and why do we kill and rob and steal? Why do suffering and misery and pain exist?” The answer is simple. To exacerbate our true essence: love and happiness! On this earthly realm, nothing can exist, but in opposites. So is evil necessary? No, but the experience of duality is. Who cares about duality? The Higher Spirit! Why do we struggle for union, if duality and separation are good things? We must once more work towards union; we must experience humanity and separation – and then, divinity and union. Can anyone guarantee you that you and your twin will ever be together? No, but you have the option of your own existence, and that is all! Never victimize yourself, crying your eyes out, because your twin does not want you or that you are separate or that some misfortune has happened to you! Learn your lesson, and move on! Your time on earth is limited, and you must bring into existence as much light as you can!

 

The more you love, the more you will be crucified, inwardly! Do not believe that if you love someone with your entire heart, and you are a man or woman of character, they will respond with the same amount of love. The rule is: the more you love, the more you will be crucified internally! The human ego needs to be killed, until shadow and light become one! The union is, first of all, reached inside! It is a state of consciousness, where you are not separate from any phenomena that ever existed or is in existence! You are not separated from your twin, from your twin’s lover; you are not sad or happy – you are both; you are a melange; you contain in yourself every potentiality, and all is “good”. When nothing bothers you anymore, when the pain does not paralyze you anymore, when it has become equal whether you will ever be with your twin or not, when you embrace all humanity, then you have reached union! Then, miracles can happen! When you are able to embrace all shadows, in you and in others, then you have reached union, and you “need” nothing, anymore! You just take what is given to you! Both the venom and the honey! When you still suffer, because your twin is not with you, then your ego is still active, because you are in your humanity, not in your divinity! The gods do not care if they are forsaken! If you are one of them, why do you care? Is not that your humanity howling? To be able to escape this hell, you must be willing to surrender yourself to the Higher Spirit and to what is. There is no way out besides that! Just cling to the belief that you are eternally loved, no matter what your circumstances might be!’

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“Now, I feel a new flow of positive energy, of swag, and I feel an inner push that tells me: “Do not prefer comfort over growth! You have to face utter loneliness, you have to raise money to go back to him! No matter what you find on the other side, no matter what your twin might do to hurt you or to crush you, you have the power of you. Stand in your own strength! Your life still has a purpose, in the midst of it all, you must do what you feel deep down in your heart, because that was given to you and only you can accomplish it!”

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