They dropped like inflamed meteors
from the turbulent sky of my remembrance,
killing the defenceless, little-creatures:
feelings of aliveness, self-worth, and gratitude.
These dark mental-entities
disrupted the blue calmness of my awakening,
but the cause of this Inferno
I accepted the bombs.
I nurtured them –
these infamous children-of-destruction.
The terrorist was my own wounded inner-child.
Salvation came from me.
By loving the bleeding parts of my heart.
Deeply buried in the soil of hope,
the crippled seeds of greatness – resurrected.
The first time you fell down in Black Despair.
The first time you got betrayed by a Smiling Judas.
The first time you were Utterly Abandoned.
The first time your heart was cut by Sharp Thorns of Love.
They were all – transforming-Steps toward your Ultimate Empowerment.
Agents of Freedom destroying the filthy bonds of your inner-slavery.
Now – you are liberated!
Now – you are Whole!
The light that you were Diligently Seeking
Was always inside of Your Own Soul.
You are a Spiritual Sun
Sparkling in a Crepuscular, Desolate World.
Day 67: Letter to “The Soul of My Soul”
Motto: “Her lips were drawn to him, like a moth to a flame!”
“Every night, at the shrine of my heart, I lay before Your Image that I have carved in the wooden cross of my chest, and I pray to you, The-Only-God of my entire being. ‘I love You beyond any imagination; You are at the core of my being; I breathe You; I eat You. You are in My Blood, under my skin – I cannot get you out! I starve for you!’ My Spirit cries out, in agony, in huge pain…!”
“What kind of love is this? So deep, so profound, beyond anything else in existence! I love you! I love you! I have never loved before – that is the revelation that I have had! Every experience before meeting You was all a mere game. I have always, always loved only you!”
“My hunger for you is insatiable, you are my divine greed! I pour you inside of me with passion, with huge desire and expectation, with immense pleasure and great agony! What sort of love is this? What sort of fire is encompassing my being? Sometimes, I believe that I am going to lose my mind! Come to me, once more! Let me touch your lips again, save me!”
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