Awakening to Fire

“In the now, I have no enemies, only friends. The warrior, the wounded, the slave, the addict, the avenger, “the happy”, “the sad”, all these instances of the ego exist only in the present. In the now, I am one with everybody, I am one with God and I clearly see that I am eternal, because I am The Ultimate Observer! I am The Will, I am Consciousness itself. I have no regrets and no goals; I only know that I am meaningful.”

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Awakening to Fire

“There comes a time when you must realize that you have to heal from every single bad thing that has ever happened to you, even from the wounds caused by your twin. The connection with your twin is only a reflection of the inner connection with God. The inner connection cannot be destroyed, but if the outward reflection contains a high level of toxicity, then you must get rid of that toxicity, still keeping in your heart a place for your twin, as for any other human being!


Why you must do that? You must do it because healing the world starts with self-healing! You pretend that you are a twin-flame, that you heal the world, what about you? You are suffocated with pain and you pretend to be a healer? Do not get me wrong! The only way out is to heal others and to heal yourself simultaneously. You cannot wait to help others until you are healed yourself, but you must initiate both processes.”

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Awakening to Fire

“I have started to feel a deep, deep love inside of me, that is for me, for all humanity and for my twin included. It is as if all bitterness fell off, and along with it, the death of lies and conditions, all negativity went away. I had to experience this! I had to experience the darkest of the darkest nights of the soul, in order to realize that all my fears were just an illusion.
The fear that everything that I love will be taken away from me and that I will be devastated, the fear of rejection and abandonment, the fear of pain itself. The fear of being lied to and ridiculed, taunted and despised, cheated upon, hurt, broken and utterly alone. They all happened to me and I did not die, I did not lose my mind, I did not commit suicide. I am still here, working on myself, fighting for my dreams. I was not wrong. My twin was not wrong. We both went separate ways because we both needed different experiences in order to grow.”
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The River of Fluid-Gold

From the birth of this Light-Eon,

we have been bathing

in the same

fluid-golden-river.

Our feet were refreshed

and our souls – nurtured.

I wonder what it truly is:

Love?!

But what does human love represent?

A bunch of chaotic feelings

and acute, painful cravings.

That is not our soul’s brand!

We go deeper than that!

The golden-river

is

our soul-looking-for-nothing.

-Nothing is needed

in

those clear Waters,

as we are EVERYTHING!

-We are the Fluid-Golden-River:

The point of complete silence –

perfect peace!

An elevated state of consciousness

that defeats mortality!

Awakening to Fire

“Being balanced means embracing the dark in you, the dark in other beings, the darkness in all humanity. It means not to have a separate thought process about life and happiness, it means not to be split, it means to understand that everything was not meant to destroy you, but to build you up, that you are a victor, in every second of your life, not just in the happy moments. It means to live in forgiveness and that is so difficult! It includes not pushing people away because they are not perfect, because they are not defined by a moment in time, but they are trapped in a process of becoming and you cannot judge them by a mistake they have made. No matter how big that mistake may have been, you cannot define them by that! You are void, they are nothingness and this is the supreme truth.”

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The Boomerang of Love

Weak people – fear it.

Cowards – run away from it.

Innocents – desire it:

the Boomerang of Love,

the ultimate fidget-spinner,

mixing your Night and Day,

Yin and Yang,

helping You to focus

on what truly matters.

See, when you release it,

in the unknown,

it will produce some chaos,

wounding fragile walls,

bringing safe-Towers to the ground!

Still, in this process,

it will spin the darkness,

and transmute it

into little light-sparks.

When it will come back,

100 times more powerful,

you will feel the bruise

right in your Heart-Centre,

as nobody can escape unharmed.

But that bleeding-opening

will explode into a rainbow of renewed emotions,

flowing from every single cell

of your being.

-The Boomerang-of-Love is

magical.

‘Awakening to Fire’

“They are interested in money, in pleasure, in vice, in being mean and they forget who they were, before coming here, on this earth. Love is the death of the ego and ego is the death of love. Love is not a human, rational-based experience, love is transcendent, like a stream of electricity reflected through a bulb of glass. The bulb glass is the ego. If the glass is dirty, the perception of the light changes itself, because the bulb’s colour limits the manifestation of the light. So it is with love. The best we can do as non-human based entities, having a human experience, is to shed the bulb.”

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“The divine purpose of the experience comes above everything else. The only being that stays with us until the very end is the Higher Spirit, or the Higher Self. Nobody else can guarantee to us that we will receive the love and support that we always need. Whatever we need is deeply rooted in us. Everything else is volatile, always transforming, and we must never put our expectations on something human, on something elusive. What we can do – is to always love, unconditionally. This is the only way to salvation.”

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The Son of My Sorrows

I see You,

in bad times,

and in good times.

When you are hiding,

denying,

lying.

Running away from the Truth.

And, still, my crystal-clear,

but lonely Eye

looks towards You,

with great compassion.

It still perceives You

as a demigod,

lover,

son.

The son of my Sorrows,

I hope these burning-tears will wash you

of all sleepy-mists.

-Will, You, one day,

eye-me-back?

-One day, you will…

Awakening to Fire

“For all these years, my suffering came from the idea that I am not sufficient. Everything that I have tried to do was to please people, in order to make them confirm that I am ‘good enough’; that I am valuable. People, usually, do not know even who they are, and we expect them to certify our own value! How can they certify you, how can they tell you that you are valuable, if their own lives are messed up? That is what we do: we go to them for certification. This world has to break the bond of emotional addiction.”

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