The Importance of Honoring

It is very important to know how to honour: others and yourself. But the question is: “In What Order?” And our parents and teachers taught us that we should honour others, firstly. But that is wrong! The first duty to honour somebody comes in the form of honoring our own beings! That is imperative! It all starts from within, and then it is expanded into the exterior – love, respect, and appreciation. When you begin with yourself, then you have a strong foundation for constructing your respect for others.
 
I had to learn the hard way that love should start with self-love. And this does not represent an obsession, or selfishness, but an acknowledgment of my own soul and my own needs. Only by loving myself, I can love others in a balanced way. And only by loving others, I can stay healthy in my self-love. So this mutual aspect is the key to stability and development. In loving yourself – you are truly manifesting unconditional love, because you are the same in relation to all beings. And in loving others – you escape the craziness of narcissism.
 
For me, the lesson was to honour my own being, to put me first-place, and that was the way of balancing my own being, and of reaching wholeness. What about you? What was your lesson?

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Day 67: Letter to “The Soul of My Soul”


Motto: “Her lips were drawn to him, like a moth to a flame!”
(Anya Seton)


“Every night, at the shrine of my heart, I lay before Your Image that I have carved in the wooden cross of my chest, and I pray to you, The-Only-God of my entire being. ‘I love You beyond any imagination; You are at the core of my being; I breathe You; I eat You. You are in My Blood, under my skin – I cannot get you out! I starve for you!’ My Spirit cries out, in agony, in huge pain…!”


“…”


“What kind of love is this? So deep, so profound, beyond anything else in existence! I love you! I love you! I have never loved before – that is the revelation that I have had! Every experience before meeting You was all a mere game. I have always, always loved only you!”


“…”


“My hunger for you is insatiable, you are my
divine greed! I pour you inside of me with passion, with huge desire and expectation, with immense pleasure and great agony! What sort of love is this? What sort of fire is encompassing my being? Sometimes, I believe that I am going to lose my mind! Come to me, once more! Let me touch your lips again, save me!”

 

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“I am changing so much! My confidence and my peace are growing, which is essential for my healing! I forgive everybody. Unforgiveness makes no sense, in a larger frame. They do you good the ones that love you, and they do you good the ones that leave you. Especially the latter ones. Them leaving is the ultimate gesture of kindness. If they would stay, they would ruin your destiny! How could I be anything else but grateful, for both of them? (…) I miss everybody that I have ever loved! I know that even if some of them are lost forever they will always be with me, trapped in the person that I have become!”

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“If the Universe has brought your twin to you, be thankful. If the Universe has taken away your twin from you, be thankful. There is no other way out of the psychological hell produced by the loss of your significant other, may he or she be your twin, or a soulmate, or just a loved one. Stop resisting the Universe, and you will find healing. If you live in the past, or in the future, you will never reach healing! You have to stay in the <<now>> moment, only in the now, and to spread love, unconditionally, to all human beings, without discrimination, because that was what we were sent here to do. Even if you physically lose your twin, the love will always be with you; the energy will come to you – there is no escape from that. You can share it with other people, but it is still the energy of the union.”

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‘I am conscious that I am falling unconscious. I had a spark today, and I felt shot in the chest. An immense swirling pain took over me. Dizziness and bitterness. We are both entering into darkness once more – and it is so sad! I do not know if I will be able to fight against it! I felt the voice of The Higher Self, leading me. <<Tamara, you have started to step into the darkness, and, please, remember that I am with you always, and, please, do not let go of My hand! This is too much for you; this is too much for everybody, but there is a way out of this infernal, dangerous spot – trust in Me, and stand still! I have trained you for this, beforehand! Do you remember? You have been through this in the past, and now you have the tools to navigate! Just listen to My Voice! Don’t hurry into choosing something, even if it seems good; just stand still; and let me do all the work! Go after the Voice!>>’

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The Balance between Action and Desire

It is normal for human beings to have desires. It is helpful to put your intentions out there, by either writing them down, on a piece of paper, or by uttering them. It is good to visualize that which you desire, as this will motivate you, and help you to focus. But if you will not act upon those intentions, your dreams will not come true. You can dream all day about your goals; you can speak about them to everybody! Until you decide that you will take real action-steps towards your vision, it will not be fruitful!

And this goes for anything: education, finances, health, or relationships. People emphasize too much the need to express your intentions, and it is OK. But if you will not do something practical about what you secretly wish – it will per! The key is balance. Learn how to balance those desires with the right things to support it. Learn how to work and play, to save money and to invest, to connect with people, but to have your meditation time, also.

Persevere! Those who succeed are not better; they are just more determined. Remember that you can shape your life the way you want – and stop blaming others for your failures. The universe, God, the angels are with you, no matter whom you may be. The fact that you exist is the ultimate proof that you are needed, wanted, and blessed. If this universe self-regulates in an amazing way, then, your existence is not a coincidence. You live – that is the greatest gift! Make it worth it!

Nobody Teaches You how to Let Go

As important as fighting for things, dreams, and persons, it is to let go. Peacefully, not bitterly, not being depressed – just flexible, fluid, like the waters-of-life. There are things worth fighting for, living for, and dying for. But there are others who destroy you from within; eating everything inside of you; bringing your final, dark, and meaningless collapse. These entities, situations, or memories are a cancer of the soul, and they need to be consumed by the fire of new hopes and new perspectives. You can pay your respects to what they meant to you, but you have to bury them! End the connection between you and the perpetrators of your pain, now!

Sometimes, it is nobody from the exterior; sometimes, you are hurting your own soul! And what has to go is the old you, the little you, the inexperienced you. Even if you have made mistakes, now, it is time to move on. Build a New World on the knowledge that you have gained with that great affliction and that inner torment! Those who experience hell, in their minds, deserve a heaven. You already have been through so much! Let go! And if you do not know how – learn!

What will never fail us is what we are, at our core, our identity! But even that is always changing, as we are not a pre-given product, but a becoming-one. You can choose today to shift at 180 degrees. You can make your life a masterpiece of growth! It is not about them; it is about you! Let go of what has been killing you inside: you do not really need it! How do I know that? Because we are joy! Joy and love – that is our essence!

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“Now, I feel a new flow of positive energy, of swag, and I feel an inner push that tells me: “Do not prefer comfort over growth! You have to face utter loneliness, you have to raise money to go back to him! No matter what you find on the other side, no matter what your twin might do to hurt you or to crush you, you have the power of you. Stand in your own strength! Your life still has a purpose, in the midst of it all, you must do what you feel deep down in your heart, because that was given to you and only you can accomplish it!”

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What Is Awakening?

11:11 – again! I have been observing these repetitive number-patterns, for quite a long time, now! It all started when my spiritual awakening accelerated! People do not know much about what spiritual awakening represents. They are scared of the concept, thinking that it is a sort of New Age thing, being part of a cult’s dogma, or something similar to this! But there is nothing else more false than that perception!
Everybody goes through an awakening, at a certain point, in life. When you abandon the old you, and you either discover, or recreate a new you, then you undergo symbolical death and resurrection, namely you go through a process of awakening! Awakening constitutes the act of peeling off all the dysfunctional layers of your being, and going to the next level of consciousness. Healing your wounds and integrating the unconscious parts of yourself, becoming whole – imply an inner awakening.
But what is the vehicle of awakening? Most often, one awakens through pain, or distress, at some existential level. If you analyse all great historic personalities, you will understand that they all had to face colossal challenges. Is that aspect only a coincidence? I do not think so! The fragile seed of greatness must, first, be buried, in total darkness, in order for it to sprout, later on!
Additionally, love triggers change, also, as it activates one’s emotions, and those intense feelings influence everything, including the ability to create. The heart center is more than the area of an organ’s physical presence, in the body. It is a major creative tool – that is why so many artists, or even scientists, have greatly influenced humanity. They acted from their intuition, and they have chiseled those deeds by means of good information, and by further experimenting, testing the value of their theories.
What is the purpose of awakening, though? Having access to a higher level of consciousness, becoming the greatest version of yourself, and, of course, uplifting humanity. You do not awaken only for yourself. You awaken for the entire mankind, and you have the responsibility to help other’s ascension.
-Did you awaken, yet?
-I am just following the steps of those who walked before me, in desiring to find out my true identity, in allowing change to happen, and in letting my heart open-wide.

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“Being balanced means embracing the dark in you, the dark in other beings, the darkness in all humanity. It means not to have a separate thought process about life and happiness, it means not to be split, it means to understand that everything was not meant to destroy you, but to build you up, that you are a victor, in every second of your life, not just in the happy moments. It means to live in forgiveness and that is so difficult! It includes not pushing people away because they are not perfect, because they are not defined by a moment in time, but they are trapped in a process of becoming and you cannot judge them by a mistake they have made. No matter how big that mistake may have been, you cannot define them by that! You are void, they are nothingness and this is the supreme truth.”

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