Awakening to Fire

“In the now, I have no enemies, only friends. The warrior, the wounded, the slave, the addict, the avenger, “the happy”, “the sad”, all these instances of the ego exist only in the present. In the now, I am one with everybody, I am one with God and I clearly see that I am eternal, because I am The Ultimate Observer! I am The Will, I am Consciousness itself. I have no regrets and no goals; I only know that I am meaningful.”

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Awakening to Fire

“There comes a time when you must realize that you have to heal from every single bad thing that has ever happened to you, even from the wounds caused by your twin. The connection with your twin is only a reflection of the inner connection with God. The inner connection cannot be destroyed, but if the outward reflection contains a high level of toxicity, then you must get rid of that toxicity, still keeping in your heart a place for your twin, as for any other human being!


Why you must do that? You must do it because healing the world starts with self-healing! You pretend that you are a twin-flame, that you heal the world, what about you? You are suffocated with pain and you pretend to be a healer? Do not get me wrong! The only way out is to heal others and to heal yourself simultaneously. You cannot wait to help others until you are healed yourself, but you must initiate both processes.”

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Awakening to Fire

When you realize that you live for God, not for a human being, then you are free! You understand that you have lost nothing, as long as you did not lose God. Day by day, work for your “resurrection”. There are thousands of ways to recover, the first is always forgiveness. What they have done to you might seem unforgivable, but you must affirm out loud that you forgive them, although they do not deserve it and then, say also that you forgive yourself, although you do not deserve it either. The second step is to live in the now moment. Embrace everything that is happening to you. Receive and give happiness and love other human beings. If you cannot practice unconditional love with your twin, practice it with other human beings! It is never in vain!

Another important thing: do not get trapped by self-pity. They have left me because I am not beautiful enough, smart enough, because I am not educated, like them, because I have children, because, because, because! No. Your twin has run away from you because of himself/herself. Your twin has rejected you because of himself/herself. You have put the mirror in front of them and they are so scared of their own “ugliness” that they run or reject or both! Remember what they have told you, every single painful word and know that they actually have said that to themselves. In your presence, they are exposed, they become vulnerable. You are their greatest “nightmare”!

Make plans. It is very important to keep your mind focused on future plans of joy and fulfillment. It can be anything. Buy a new house, visit a special place, raise a child. Anything. You have to have a sense of control and dignity, a sense of purpose. Without these things you will become a wreck, emotionally and you cannot let what has happened to you cripple you! Always believe in yourself and in your purpose. Soon, you will be out of the pit, celebrating the victory! Your pain will be vanished, your scars – nonexistent. You will have only you from your past experience, that is all that you will take with you. A powerful, forgiving, loving You. A you like God.

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Awakening to Fire

“I have started to feel a deep, deep love inside of me, that is for me, for all humanity and for my twin included. It is as if all bitterness fell off, and along with it, the death of lies and conditions, all negativity went away. I had to experience this! I had to experience the darkest of the darkest nights of the soul, in order to realize that all my fears were just an illusion.
The fear that everything that I love will be taken away from me and that I will be devastated, the fear of rejection and abandonment, the fear of pain itself. The fear of being lied to and ridiculed, taunted and despised, cheated upon, hurt, broken and utterly alone. They all happened to me and I did not die, I did not lose my mind, I did not commit suicide. I am still here, working on myself, fighting for my dreams. I was not wrong. My twin was not wrong. We both went separate ways because we both needed different experiences in order to grow.”
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“Now, I feel a new flow of positive energy, of swag, and I feel an inner push that tells me: “Do not prefer comfort over growth! You have to face utter loneliness, you have to raise money to go back to him! No matter what you find on the other side, no matter what your twin might do to hurt you or to crush you, you have the power of you. Stand in your own strength! Your life still has a purpose, in the midst of it all, you must do what you feel deep down in your heart, because that was given to you and only you can accomplish it!”

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The River of Fluid-Gold

From the birth of this Light-Eon,

we have been bathing

in the same

fluid-golden-river.

Our feet were refreshed

and our souls – nurtured.

I wonder what it truly is:

Love?!

But what does human love represent?

A bunch of chaotic feelings

and acute, painful cravings.

That is not our soul’s brand!

We go deeper than that!

The golden-river

is

our soul-looking-for-nothing.

-Nothing is needed

in

those clear Waters,

as we are EVERYTHING!

-We are the Fluid-Golden-River:

The point of complete silence –

perfect peace!

An elevated state of consciousness

that defeats mortality!

Awakening to Fire

“Being balanced means embracing the dark in you, the dark in other beings, the darkness in all humanity. It means not to have a separate thought process about life and happiness, it means not to be split, it means to understand that everything was not meant to destroy you, but to build you up, that you are a victor, in every second of your life, not just in the happy moments. It means to live in forgiveness and that is so difficult! It includes not pushing people away because they are not perfect, because they are not defined by a moment in time, but they are trapped in a process of becoming and you cannot judge them by a mistake they have made. No matter how big that mistake may have been, you cannot define them by that! You are void, they are nothingness and this is the supreme truth.”

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The Boomerang of Love

Weak people – fear it.

Cowards – run away from it.

Innocents – desire it:

the Boomerang of Love,

the ultimate fidget-spinner,

mixing your Night and Day,

Yin and Yang,

helping You to focus

on what truly matters.

See, when you release it,

in the unknown,

it will produce some chaos,

wounding fragile walls,

bringing safe-Towers to the ground!

Still, in this process,

it will spin the darkness,

and transmute it

into little light-sparks.

When it will come back,

100 times more powerful,

you will feel the bruise

right in your Heart-Centre,

as nobody can escape unharmed.

But that bleeding-opening

will explode into a rainbow of renewed emotions,

flowing from every single cell

of your being.

-The Boomerang-of-Love is

magical.

‘Awakening to Fire’

“They are interested in money, in pleasure, in vice, in being mean and they forget who they were, before coming here, on this earth. Love is the death of the ego and ego is the death of love. Love is not a human, rational-based experience, love is transcendent, like a stream of electricity reflected through a bulb of glass. The bulb glass is the ego. If the glass is dirty, the perception of the light changes itself, because the bulb’s colour limits the manifestation of the light. So it is with love. The best we can do as non-human based entities, having a human experience, is to shed the bulb.”

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‘Awakening to Fire’

“The divine purpose of the experience comes above everything else. The only being that stays with us until the very end is the Higher Spirit, or the Higher Self. Nobody else can guarantee to us that we will receive the love and support that we always need. Whatever we need is deeply rooted in us. Everything else is volatile, always transforming, and we must never put our expectations on something human, on something elusive. What we can do – is to always love, unconditionally. This is the only way to salvation.”

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